Theater has special magic for me. It is constructed by imagination and full of gaze. All feelings in the theater will be amplified. A massage place always represents gender, class and power. People in these two places perform different plays, but the emotions and people under the play are more real and profound than in other places. The texture brought by film is separated from the current digital reality, and it is also the most original presentation of images. As the film emphasizes, “ideal self” and “true love” are primitive, direct and irreplaceable. In my conversations with my transgender friends, they often go through a stage after undergoing gender reassignment surgery where they ask themselves, “What kind of man should I be?” Hormone therapy makes their appearance more masculine, fulfilling a past goal. However, they are now faced with a new problem: “How do I reconcile with my own femininity?” This is also the part where Frank and Sinan have difficulty understanding each other. Even though we have different identities, the feelings of helplessness and sadness that arise from the conflict between self and love are universal. This film shows society’s concept of gender in love relationships.